Was it the throbbing in his head
Or the growling in his stomach
He didn’t want to wake up.
He was cold and hungry, and with sleep,
At least sometimes, came oblivion.
When it wasn’t fiery nightmares
And for that the drink usually sufficed.
He pulled the thin blanket around him
A’top his cardboard mattress.
The throbbing grew louder.
He’d had a warm sleeping bag
Until last week when he woke to find
Drunken teenagers pissing on it,
And, not knowing if it was piss or petrol,
He ran, in terror, leaving all behind him.
That night he’d spent cowering behind
A waste bin, near a Supermarket
Trying to master his terror
While the sores on his legs
Still the throbbing in his head
And there, marching to the beat of a drum,
Be-chained and resplendent,
Marched the Lady Mayoress,
And a single bass drum that
Throbbed throbbed throbbed
He would have worn his medals
But he sold them long ago
For the price of a full English Breakfast
With a fried slice and a cup of tea.
She took one look and turned primly away
They were, after all, honouring the gallant
dead
Of two World Wars and many smaller ones.
They had no time for the survivors
Or those who merely crawled away.
They who had sacrificed their courage
Upon the Altar of their Nation’s Wars.
And having spent it had nothing left for
themselves
It was clear, the Nation had forgotten them
The throbbing in his head died away too.
And he sat, wrapped in his thin blanket
On his piece of cardboard
And he remembered the fallen.
As though it were yesterday!
More vividly than the Mayoress
The Mayoress was dry eyed but he shed tears
They dropped on the sores from his last
burning
Which were on the skin grafts he had earned
Wading through liquid fire on Sir Galahad
In Port Pleasant, trying to rescue his
mates.
After the parade, and a wreath and a
hurried prayer
The Lady Mayoress sat down to a hearty
lunch.
“Remind me, dear,” she said to her husband,
“Remind me to phone the Chief Constable
To ask why our Remembrance Sunday parade
route
Was lined with drunks and vagrants”
But she needn’t have worried
The receding throbbing wasn’t the drum
It was his tired heart finally giving up
Burns on skin grafts do not heal
Especially when one is unwelcome
At the hospital, and the disapproval
Of the nurses and doctors
Frightens a man who spent all his courage
Years before in the service and uniform
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JFB 18th April 2013